duminică, 19 aprilie 2015

Thursdays in Greece

Chapter one: The dynasty of the four floating white caps


I was wearing my favorite green t-shirt with a pair of grey Capri pants and, of course, green snickers to match the t-shirt. It was my first time on a plane. I wasn’t feeling too good about it, especially because I’m really afraid of heights and pretty much of everything I could easily get killed by…I was sad, though really excited in a strange way…
I knew that trip was going to be life changing and I never thought I would miss that place so much. I’m not going to tell you the exact place, but I am going to say that everything happened somewhere in Greece, in a wonderful village with pink trees…well…they weren’t actually pink…their leafs were, which is pretty much the same. It was a magical place; the most magical I’ve ever been to…and I couldn’t enjoy it for a second…except that one day: the day I finally found out how a real man should look like.
His name is not important, especially because nothing happened between the two of us (not that I didn’t want to), but I’m just going to call him D. I was sitting on the balcony enjoying the fresh air, then I heard Janice, my boss’ friend, saying: “I’d like to introduce to you my youngster, D.”…and then he came…we shook hands…smiling…I was shocked. My brain suddenly forgot every single word in English and my eyes were as big and innocent as a lemur’s.  I can’t even remember the stuff we’ve talked about. I can only remember that sexy Ryan Reynolds smile and one question he asked: “Where have you been shipped out from?” I didn’t understand the question at first…what?? Did I look like a package to him? But I think he was only trying to make conversation and though I was really interested my mouth blew it …”I have a boyfriend!” A boyfriend that I literally wanted to kill that moment!
 He was making my life a living hell. My phone never stopped ringing that night. You don’t meet a fine English man every evening and I blew it just because I couldn’t turn off my fucking phone so I could eat some of that delicious barbeque and drink my beer straight from the bottle like I knew what I was doing, while having a conversation with one of the sexiest man alive! I instantly knew I wasn’t his type. I was only a chubby housekeeper. The thing is that we were sitting on the balcony, watching the sea, talking about swimming and about the group that uses to swim every single morning at 8 am, a group of four women  with white caps that ‘float’ in that tiny golf for an hour or so…”The floating white caps!”, he said, laughing. I started to laugh because I couldn’t imagine the rest of their bodies, beneath the water, and because one of them was my boss, while another one was his mom. I never knew the other two, but I will give them names…

Well…the main subject is not D. I didn’t get to know that guy that well in order to write a book about him. It’s just that he did give me this idea: the four floating white caps…I added “dynasty”…it just sounds…royal…and oh! That English accent I just love! So…let’s go back a little to see why I had to go to that marvelous village in the first place. I think it was the 9th of July 2012. I came back from my final exam. I had to wear a deux-piece suit and high heels. I had to be elegant, though rough. So I chose pretty much the only deux-piece I had in my closet and unfortunately it was black, with a white satin collar, but black. And it was damn hot! I went for a turquoise purse and a ‘swept to one side’ bun…I also wore the watch my mom gave me years ago on Amulet day, “so I’ll never forget her” (silly mom). Well…it was pretty late in the evening and it was still really hot outside. I started to pack some things: some of my summer clothes, cosmetics, some towels, flip-flops, sneakers, sandals, one or two books…I was ready to move to Bucharest with my boyfriend, starting a new life. I just finished my last year of university, totally sure that I’ve passed my final exam. I was more than sure that, if I move to Bucharest, I’ll find a perfect job as a secretary or a manager’s assistant but I was about to find out that those are just utopias for a 1,64 m chubby Moldavian girl…
Anyways, the window was open and the curtain was drawn aside…that’s when a huge butterfly flew in. He was pretty annoying because I kept kicking him out but he kept coming back. And then it hit me “something’s wrong…something’s wrong with mom…she’s trying to tell me something”. Stupid me! What did that butterfly have to do with mom…I don’t know…that was just the first thing going thru my mind.. Did I believe that shit?? Of course I did, especially the next minute when my phone rang…it was my mom: “please don’t get alarmed; I’m in the hospital…something’s wrong with me…” I went to the kitchen and told my brother what happened, and then we’ve lighted a cigarette and started crying like she already died.

Next thing I can remember is that I was on my way to Bucharest. I was nervous and I kept calling her to see if there was anything I could do for her. I probably forgot to mention that she was in Greece and she almost died that night. Her period lasted for more than 10 days and she was full of bruises, she was weak and couldn’t do pretty much anything. She used to work as a housekeeper for a really cute couple: Valerie and Nestor. Mondays were her only days off but she wanted to earn some extra money so she used to clean some of Valerie’s American friends’ houses. That Monday she didn’t go…she couldn’t get out of bed! So Marcy went by to her house later that day. When my mom opened the door, Marcy was terrified: my mom never looked worse…her arms were severely bruised and she was pale and weak. “You are going to put something on right away because we are going to the hospital! Now, for goodness sake!”



 To be continued...

duminică, 8 martie 2015

Adevăratei femei...

„14:30, fiica mea doarme.
Fetiţele care i-au fabricat pijamalele
sforăie uşor
la celălalt capăt al lumii”* mele,
în pântecele meu.

14:31, fiica mea doarme
şi nu-mi pot închipui
cum micile făpturi
au turnat în pijamalele ei de copilă
mici doze de realitate,
dragoste,
minciună,
adevăr,
raţiune,
încredere,
fericire,
doze care-ajung să se
verse toate-ntr-un bidon
de „ Pepsi Life ”...

14:32, fiica mea doarme
cu capu-n poalele mele...
Mă uit la pijămăluţele ei de copilă şi,
deşi i-au rămas mici şi-o strâng,
doarme ne-ntoarsă.

14:33, fiica mea doarme,
iar pijămăluţele ei
încep să se rupă,
să pocnească la subraţ, între picioare,
dar ea trage cu dinţii de ele,
de copilărie...
Şi-o văd pe fiica mea goală,
ghemuită-n poalele mele,
ţinând în braţele ei un copil,
roz ca un purceluş, cu păr castaniu,
îmbrăcat cu mâinile
fetiţelor de la celălalt capăt al lumii,
care sforăie uşor în pântecele ei...

Sărut mâna ce mă mângâie pe frunte,
mă uit in ochii ei verzi...
( o văd cum se decolorează-n inexistenţă )

Te iubesc, mamă !!!

*Dan Sociu- shanghai truelove ltd

luni, 19 ianuarie 2015

Tu știi ce meriți, baby??

Să nu crezi că m-am îndrăgostit...sau poate am făcut-o...dar eu mă îndrăgostesc și de vântul care-mi flutură pletele. În orice caz, nu te iubesc!!! Mai ales azi! Și nici ieri nu te-am iubit. Și dacă nu mă lași...nici mâine...